A letter

When was the last time I called home? It shouldn't have been that long but I just can't remember. When did I last send home a letter? That, I don't remember too. But by looking at this letter with my new address paste over the old one, I know it must have been ages since I last written home a letter.

After reading a one page letter with threes photos attached with, I could not hold back these drops. Feeling so guilty and shameful for the act that I have done. It was like a crime and I deserve to be punished. Somehow, I am begged for understading.

Thoughts race through my head. I could not bring myself to pull out the paper and pick up the pen. My poor brain has once again stopped working and I don't even know how to close my eyes.