I dreamed the truth

I am staring at you. Looking straight into your eyes means nothing more. You're just a picture with no feeling. I started drifting away. Questions pop up one after another. Why is this happening? Why am I here? Why am I so selfish? Why couldn't I compromise? Why couldn't I lie? Why couldn't I be even just a simple person for you? Why couldn't I fulfill your wish? One easy task you ever asked for. Why couldn't I????? Though I know everything is not gonna be the same. My life's gonna change. My entire dream would crash. My goal would have no more. My everything is gonna be nothing. I couldn't lie myself. I just couldn't. I really wish I could. But no. The truth is this is the truth.